Jose Morales, Born in Ponce, Puerto Rico. Was raised in Arlington heights and jumped around from City to city. A young man who choose the streets as a life. He was a great kid. Played basketball over seas. Was a great artist. Did tattoos for a living and worked most of his teenage life. Had a few bad moments with the system, but he picked himself up after coming out. Jose was a father to 1, Ayden Wesley Culin. Jose suffered from bad depression, anxiety. But he loved hard. He put everyone else before himself. He was very caring. Didn't have much of a family or any support. Jose took his life after a misfit in his personal life. He has attempted to take his own life a few times. It's sad what depression can lead to. He was always quiet. You would always see him smiling having a good time with those he kept around. But never spoke on hs problems. Nobody really knew what he was going through. Jose was a mix of street and good. But losing his brother in his arms caused him to fall into the streets. Nobody will understand why he did what he did but him. He has left us with no explanation. Just a note that said I'm sorry. As his mother who is writing this and don't even understand why my son would do this hurts me alot. Especially knowing we didn't have that bond because of me. Losing your own son again is a whole hurt I have to endure again. Please check on your children. Please make sure they are feeling well and have them open up. This is sad. I haven't seen my son in 10 years. And to hear about this now. I should of done more for him. My oldest son taken by his own hands and nobody knows why. Depression isn't a joke. And the longer it stays around the more it wins. Keep your loved ones close and cherish every moment with them as I did not get the chance to. I would do anything to have my son back and fix our relationship. But just know I love you Jose and you didnt deserve this or have to do this.
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Suzanne Morales
Sep 22, 2020
Jose this is Reuben. You Kno you was my dawg. After all the bs we went through and did. You still came back around regardless of the outcome. You was the realest one . Anybody who had the chance to be around you and get your love. Knows you was the realest one out. You just came to Chicago and moved out here with me last week before your bday. And what you tell me, I have to go back to the city to grab the rest of my stuff. The look you had in your eyes man. That's why I didn let you go so easily. I knew something was up but I didn think it was this man. Me , You, And Angel all grew up together. And I Kno when Angel passed in your arms you lost yourself . Everyone knew that. You threw away your art talent, Your basketball career. School. Smh. And than you disappeared , 13 years old remember that. You left the state everything on your own. Picked up the gang life and did what you had. Nobody blames you though. I understand why it happened. But damn my g. For you to take your own. I would of never believed. You joked about i, and looking back , you was actually serious. You know how much love you had man?. Not just from me, but from the family man. You know how much we questioned about your whereabouts, if you was safe. Why did you fake it for so long man. Depression shit ain't no joke g. And you would always tell me. "I'll be good Reu." And i knew damn well you wasn't. A man like you who been through the shit you been through ain't never gonna be good. I haven't slept, I go look at your stuff you left here and I cry. We all do. When Hector went to your old apartment and found you there. Man. Nobody believed that call we got from him. You was tough my g. And it's hard to believe that you lost to depression. A strong warrior you were. And you stuck all them years of pain inside of you. This is the biggest hurt ive ever had to endure man. But just know we all love you and miss you my nigga. And we all sitting here wishing this shit was just a bad dream. Looking at ya Instagram stories should of known you was reaching man. Yu just never really showed that hurt in person. You were so good at hiding it. I love you gangsta. You forever with me
Suzanne Morales
Sep 22, 2020
Ayo are you serious Jose!!!! Why?! LIKE WHY?!? I hate myself so much for this man. We was just together. We just spoke about how you was feeling and i had you cry in my arms. Damn man. I know it was hard but damn man. You dont think this is harder. You were such a great kid. Everybody has done wrong, we human man. I can't believe this. I'm sorry man. I really am I should of done more. I've never seen you like that before. And i knew you was reaching for some help. Especially when you drew up them pictures of them tatts you was gonna do. You was reaching and nobody reached for you man. I wish i did more that night for you because I knew you lost within ya self. You were so tough man. The toughest inthe streets and books. Smart man you were. Good baller you was. Great artist you was. Damn man. And now ya kids growing up without you. Why man. Like damn. My heart is buried right now. I am so hurt right now. I love you gangster. You will always be a part of us. Damn bro.
Hector Torres
Sep 22, 2020
Bro is you serious. Like are you serious right now. I've been calling so we can finish up some tatts. And ya step mom go on and send me this. Smh. Damn bro. I didn't Know you was going through it like that man. You looked happy the other day. But the happiest ones always are the saddest. Smh bro i love you and i wish i would of known what ya was going through. Damn man. My heart hurts. For your son to especially. Them beautiful boys man. Watch over them
Suzanne Morales
Sep 22, 2020
We are all writing on behalf of Hector's account because we not gonna keep making new accounts to show you the love. But this is Amanda, Jose you know you was the strongest out of the family. You picked up everybody's slack and made sure they mind was right. Hurts me so much that you couldn't do the same for yourself. You were well educated. Well respected. And over protective over the ones you loved. Every one always counted on you when shit hit the fan. You never said no. You helped everyone out before yourself. You showed love to those who never deserved it. Watching you grow. From the street thug you was to tryna be a family man and do for you and yours. Not everyone is perfect and everyone had they problems. But man. This was not the answer. Remember when i saved you one time from putting a end to yourself. I held you for 5 hours straight and you cried till your eyes was red and dried out. I remember when I was being bullied and you came and checked those kids at my school. You loved people who didn't deserve you for who you was and I always told you that. You been through the worst there can be ,grew up in the worst there can be. And you made yourself out of it. You grew up so fast. One day you was a goody good, the next you turned cold and heartless. But you always had that big heart. You coped the wrong way man. I seen it in your eyes you was going through hard times. But damn didn't know they was this hard. The family is sitting here in a circle taking they turns crying over you. You always said nobody cared about you. You isolated yourself and bottled everything up. I wish I did more on my end we were so close. And we all understood why you left and did your own thing. But you always could of talked to me and you know it. Im so sorry Jose. I really am. My heart has a huge hole that won't get replaced because you are gone. I love you so much man. I wish this wasn't real
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Jose this is Reuben. You Kno you was my dawg. After all the bs we went through and did. You still came back around regardless of the outcome. You was the realest one . Anybody who had the chance to be around you and get your love. Knows you was the realest one out. You just came to Chicago and moved out here with me last week before your bday. And what you tell me, I have to go back to the city to grab the rest of my stuff. The look you had in your eyes man. That's why I didn let you go so easily. I knew something was up but I didn think it was this man. Me , You, And Angel all grew up together. And I Kno when Angel passed in your arms you lost yourself . Everyone knew that. You threw away your art talent, Your basketball career. School. Smh. And than you disappeared , 13 years old remember that. You left the state everything on your own. Picked up the gang life and did what you had. Nobody blames you though. I understand why it happened. But damn my g. For you to take your own. I would of never believed. You joked about i, and looking back , you was actually serious. You know how much love you had man?. Not just from me, but from the family man. You know how much we questioned about your whereabouts, if you was safe. Why did you fake it for so long man. Depression shit ain't no joke g. And you would always tell me. "I'll be good Reu." And i knew damn well you wasn't. A man like you who been through the shit you been through ain't never gonna be good. I haven't slept, I go look at your stuff you left here and I cry. We all do. When Hector went to your old apartment and found you there. Man. Nobody believed that call we got from him. You was tough my g. And it's hard to believe that you lost to depression. A strong warrior you were. And you stuck all them years of pain inside of you. This is the biggest hurt ive ever had to endure man. But just know we all love you and miss you my nigga. And we all sitting here wishing this shit was just a bad dream. Looking at ya Instagram stories should of known you was reaching man. Yu just never really showed that hurt in person. You were so good at hiding it. I love you gangsta. You forever with me
Ayo are you serious Jose!!!! Why?! LIKE WHY?!? I hate myself so much for this man. We was just together. We just spoke about how you was feeling and i had you cry in my arms. Damn man. I know it was hard but damn man. You dont think this is harder. You were such a great kid. Everybody has done wrong, we human man. I can't believe this. I'm sorry man. I really am I should of done more. I've never seen you like that before. And i knew you was reaching for some help. Especially when you drew up them pictures of them tatts you was gonna do. You was reaching and nobody reached for you man. I wish i did more that night for you because I knew you lost within ya self. You were so tough man. The toughest inthe streets and books. Smart man you were. Good baller you was. Great artist you was. Damn man. And now ya kids growing up without you. Why man. Like damn. My heart is buried right now. I am so hurt right now. I love you gangster. You will always be a part of us. Damn bro.
Bro is you serious. Like are you serious right now. I've been calling so we can finish up some tatts. And ya step mom go on and send me this. Smh. Damn bro. I didn't Know you was going through it like that man. You looked happy the other day. But the happiest ones always are the saddest. Smh bro i love you and i wish i would of known what ya was going through. Damn man. My heart hurts. For your son to especially. Them beautiful boys man. Watch over them
We are all writing on behalf of Hector's account because we not gonna keep making new accounts to show you the love. But this is Amanda, Jose you know you was the strongest out of the family. You picked up everybody's slack and made sure they mind was right. Hurts me so much that you couldn't do the same for yourself. You were well educated. Well respected. And over protective over the ones you loved. Every one always counted on you when shit hit the fan. You never said no. You helped everyone out before yourself. You showed love to those who never deserved it. Watching you grow. From the street thug you was to tryna be a family man and do for you and yours. Not everyone is perfect and everyone had they problems. But man. This was not the answer. Remember when i saved you one time from putting a end to yourself. I held you for 5 hours straight and you cried till your eyes was red and dried out. I remember when I was being bullied and you came and checked those kids at my school. You loved people who didn't deserve you for who you was and I always told you that. You been through the worst there can be ,grew up in the worst there can be. And you made yourself out of it. You grew up so fast. One day you was a goody good, the next you turned cold and heartless. But you always had that big heart. You coped the wrong way man. I seen it in your eyes you was going through hard times. But damn didn't know they was this hard. The family is sitting here in a circle taking they turns crying over you. You always said nobody cared about you. You isolated yourself and bottled everything up. I wish I did more on my end we were so close. And we all understood why you left and did your own thing. But you always could of talked to me and you know it. Im so sorry Jose. I really am. My heart has a huge hole that won't get replaced because you are gone. I love you so much man. I wish this wasn't real
Hector Torres sends their condolences.